Seras22

Hello Kitten, How are you? You seem to be back where you started. how long has it been? You found another owner, and this one is going to collar you for real? Oh isn't that sweet. But wait you're married and this owner isn't your husband? Oh, what will you do?

Hush baby girl, you should talk to him. Stop bundling these feelings. Nothing is going to get better if you don't talk to him. I know you want to scream and cry. You know he reassures you nothing is going on, but you still feel threatened by her. You're feeling worse than the other girl I can tell. Even though you won that fight, you still have off feelings about her too. Just ball up your fist and suck it up. Pretend she's not there. Or try to at least. I know you push her to the back of your mind and forget her, but then the rage bubbles up when you see him talking to her. Hush baby girl, you should talk to him. You need to get over yourself and realize he'll be talking to other girls. He'll eventually find a second partner. You know he is polyamorous. Yet you still started dating him. You were fine when it was just you two, then she, his friend showed up. Then her, the new one. Both times he has reassured you, but you still feel off and don't like it. You know you have nothing to

I talked it out with him, but I still have this gut feeling. I always try to go off my feelings, because they usually come true. Apparently she's violently jealous and couldn't be in a poly relationship anyways. But, still that doesn't mean anything. I know what I was getting into when I started dating him. I don't want him to change, and I don't want to change myself either, but I've already changed myself in a way. I need to relearn myself from scratch. I've been torn down and broken for so long, it's hard to get up and fix yourself. I should get over her and think of myself. Work on my art and try t get my photography into galleries. Invest in a really nice camera, since my ex took back the camera he bought me. I talked it out with him, but I am still scared. I don't know what is going to happen next. What will come out of my life now? How will I go about and live my life? Will I be able to live my life how I want? Walk the path I want? Or will I follow the path people set out for